Wow, I am really horrible at keeping all you lovely people updated.

After a horrible summer, I entered into a decent autumn. I am so ready to be out on my own. But, I need money to do that and to get money, I need a job.

Yes, like most of this country, I am desperately searching for a job. I've had some good opportunities, but they feel just out of reach. I'm forced to settle for anything now. It hurts, but what else can I do? I did have an on the spot interview yesterday when I turned in an application. I don't have any experience in the specific job and I don't think I answered the questions very well. Well, I'll just have to wait and see. She said she would contact me next week.

Lots of things have happened in my family. We found out that my cousin's girlfriend is pregnant and keeping the baby. My aunt has been faced with a gigantic mess of legal issues in the past month or so and has possibly miscarried her baby.

I'll try to keep this updated as best I can, but I can't make any promises. I still love you!